so i had off from work yesterday and today. so i smoked a bunch of pot. bad idea. i feel miserable, depressed, sad, and cant stop thinking about awful things. paranoid voices in my head are making time go by slower. when did i grow up so much? fml. im done with pot unless its social. i knew this already, but now i know for sure. i have no recollection of what happened during the almost 2 weeks i was sober, but i did before i smoked. going to be 23 in august. weird. need to work on savings so i can move out. this place drives me crazy. rockland is not the place for my future.


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